Do you have 12 mintues?

Not that it's going to take that long, but,

Sometimes I think or maybe it's wonder if,

• I've accomplished all that I can
• I've accomplished all that I should
• I've accomplished all that I want
• I've accomplished all that I could

And sometimes, yes sometimes, I'm accomplishing all that I've determined or maybe told myself that I can.

Have you ever wondered

• Is this it?
• Is this all I can be?
• Is this all I want to be?
• Is this as good as it gets?
• Is this really all that I want?

I have. I will. And I'm sure it's not.

I looked at my life today is it where I want it to be, or maybe it's not where I thought it would be.

I have cheerleaders that I hear but fail to listen to, I have dreams that I want, but don't act on, I have beliefs that I once held close but have pushed them away and I have feelings that I'm just beginning to understand and accept.

Take the time to think about what it is, where you want to be, what you want to accomplish and what you want to be remembered for. Are you really doing all you can?

Today I was reminded that the reason I care so deeply, want to make everything right with the world and accept everyone's burdens was because of my grandmother. She wanted the best of everything for everyone around her, she would drop everything to help out everyone whether they were a complete stranger or her closest friend.

Is it in my blood, was it learned or did it just happen?

Can you really do too much to help someone, are you willing to or maybe it's, are you ready to help anyone regardless of their ties to you and are you ready to sacrifice your well being to make a difference?

In my case, I'm struggling with it but willing to accept the risks.