May is here

And so it has started, the month that i've been dreading for almost a year now.

27 more days until the days is lived all over again, the memories of how the morning started and how the day ended.

Do I/We celebrate a life that was lived, or do I/We morn a life that was lost, maybe it's both.  What I do know is there will be tears, there will be an untold amount of sadness and I can only hope that there will be some laughter remembering what he was to us and still is to us.

This is not the journey that I ever thought I would take, wanted to take or think anyone should ever have to take.

I do know this, if it's true that God only gives you thinks that you are strong enough to handle, I must be one bad ass, tough son of a bitch.


1 comment:

aquaeye said...

We will celebrate our beautiful son and the life he lived. We will share, we will cry. I am grateful that I have my family and others that loved Nic. Above all I am and always have been grateful that you are here with me.