Do as I say, not as I do

Ever had one of those days when you go from;

excited ~ WTF ~ excited ~nervous ~ amazed ~ stoked ~ even more stoked ~ appreciative ~ amazed ~ can't wait ~ happy ~wonder ~bummed ~ blah?

Yea, me either. Oh wait there was this one time............

And it wasn't that long ago, it started with being pretty pumped about a opportunity that was presented to me and quickly went to WTF was that comment?

Fast forward to getting excited once again, being totally fricken pumped and not being able to wait to share it, learning that you just happen to to do something that was just a stroke of fate that got you in the door in the first place, celebrate with a drink in a happy place only to have it all go away.

I'm sometimes my own enemy, I over think, I over think, I over think, (did I mention I over think?) I play it out all the way to the end in my own head and sometimes well most of the time I get the result that I know I'll get.

Did I over think it to the point of shutting out all the things that could have been, could be, should have been?

I blame it on playing out business scenarios in my head for the past twenty-some years, if I present this and they say this I'm going to counter with this, if they balk at the price I'm going to counter with this reason, if they change the message I'm going to counter with this. I've always told employees, co-workers and sales staff that they need to "check it at the door"

It might just be the time to start taking my own advice.

No comments: