Should'a. Would'a. Could'a.

"Falling down ain't falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor".............Alicia Keys

• Things you wish you'd said
  
• Things you wish you'd not said
• Things you wish you'd done
• Things you wish you'd not done

We've all got em, they make up who we are, my list is long. The real question is what did I learn?

Recently I had my eyes opened, or maybe I just opened them to the world around me, the people around me, my environment, and realized I wasn't operating on all cylinders. Something wasn't right, was it the season, the lack of drive, the sense of desperation, the need to succeed, the feel sorry for myself, the too many irons in the fire or did "its all about me" finally catch up.

Personally, I think it's a little bit of all of the above, but mostly, I think it's "just me"

I'm a creature of habit, I wake up at the same time each day, I start the day off by firing up the computer, grabbing a cigarette, making a pot of coffee, checking my email, firing up the web, pouring that first cup of coffee, smoking another cigarette while checking that list of blogs, facebook, kansas.com, smoking a few more cigarettes, then hitting the shower and heading out the door.

My grand pappy said (well he said a bunch of thing's)

• Don't let your ass overload your mouth
• Engage your brain before you engage your mouth
• Don't let your motorboat mouth run over your rowboat brain
  

They say it takes 21 days to change a habit. Day 1 started already.