Firsts

The firsts are almost over.

The first Fathers Day
The first 4th of July
The first sisters birthdays
The first "my" birthday
The first "his moms" birthday
The first "his birthday" without him here
The first Halloween (his favorite)
The first Thanksgiving
The first Christmas
The first New Years
The first Valentines Day
The first Easter
The first "his" daughters birthday (her 5th)

What's left? 
The first Mothers Day
And the anniversary (not even sure that's the right word to use) of his death.

All of them have been and will be tough, are the seconds any easier?


1 comment:

aquaeye said...

I don't believe that we know the answer to your question. I think all on seconds and thirds..... As the years go by it will get softer. Love you