Frozen in time when our world stopped, not really stopped I guess, but a chapter ended, a little girl lost a father, four boys lost their uncle, he would never meet a nephew that would be born thirteen days later a mother lost her son and me the dad? I lost my mini me.
Yesterday's ladybug that landed helped, I believe that the thunder the past couple of days was Nic and his gang of friends on their wicked ass heavenly motorcyles was a sign that he's still around but it's still not any easier, and it's not any softer.
Today we'll celebrate the life of a kid that was taken entirely too soon and I'll remember and think about a family that lost their dad, husband and son as well on May 28th 2013 at 7:30 am. Two families lives that were changed forever.
So, like I said three years ago,,,,,love your kids, really let them know you love them and don't let them leave your sight without making sure they really really know it....create memories that will last your lifetime you never know when you may need to share them with others.
I'm sure I've posted these at some time in the past but it still makes me wonder what he knew leading up to that day, photos he took just a couple days before, filling out his donor card a month before, and dancing with his daughter to that Simple Minds Song in the garage at his sisters house the day before and comments he made to his mom about never seeing thirty fills me with wonder, joy and sad all at the same time.
I can still see his face when we were at Morts a couple of weeks before, I can still see the post on facebook when I found out about the accident, I can see the car at the lot when I went and cleaned it out but the things I want to see the most is his face and that evil grin he had. So, I'll continue to look at the 987 pictures I have on my computer, I'll be reminded of him every time I look at the lock screen on my phone, computer and IPad and I'll remember..............
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